It’s been a long few days, but a good few days. I’ve taken myself out to the theme parks both alone and with my mom and keep pushing myself to do more each day. By the end of the day, I’m exhausted. I might be pushing myself a little too hard too fast, but I’m trying to keep my mind busy and my body occupied. Also, being out might help elevate my mood, as vitamin D can help stabilize moods and that vitamin is something my body was highly lacking.
For those of you who have been following along with my journey, you know how much I have been debating if I would be returning to work or putting in my notice. I’ve talked over the pros and cons of each option so much in my head that I think I was just confusing myself every time I thought about it. It took a lot of courage, but I have decided to put my mental and physical health first. I have spoken with my current employer and will not be returning to work once my medical leave is complete.
After writing my resignation, I almost immediately felt like an enormous weight had been lifted off of my shoulders. Even though I do not have anything lined up for a new career, I feel better knowing that I do not have to return to a place that felt so toxic. I’m not sure what I will do in the meantime regarding an income or health insurance, but I’m giving myself the ability to not worry about it for a few days and to enjoy the feelings of happiness.
While I’m not allowed to officially accept any employment until I am officially off medical leave, I’m slowly starting to look at some of my options that are out there. I’m not looking to become a millionaire overnight (although it would be great), but I’m looking forward to finding a career that I can be passionate about and that will be rewarding to me.
I’m grateful for the support that I have received from the few people I have spoken to and confided in with my decision. The positive feedback I have received has helped to affirm that I have made the right decision.
For those of you who have been following along with my journey, you know how much I have been debating if I would be returning to work or putting in my notice. I’ve talked over the pros and cons of each option so much in my head that I think I was just confusing myself every time I thought about it. It took a lot of courage, but I have decided to put my mental and physical health first. I have spoken with my current employer and will not be returning to work once my medical leave is complete.
After writing my resignation, I almost immediately felt like an enormous weight had been lifted off of my shoulders. Even though I do not have anything lined up for a new career, I feel better knowing that I do not have to return to a place that felt so toxic. I’m not sure what I will do in the meantime regarding an income or health insurance, but I’m giving myself the ability to not worry about it for a few days and to enjoy the feelings of happiness.
While I’m not allowed to officially accept any employment until I am officially off medical leave, I’m slowly starting to look at some of my options that are out there. I’m not looking to become a millionaire overnight (although it would be great), but I’m looking forward to finding a career that I can be passionate about and that will be rewarding to me.
I’m grateful for the support that I have received from the few people I have spoken to and confided in with my decision. The positive feedback I have received has helped to affirm that I have made the right decision.